desperately lost in space..
if only i just knew what would happen next..if only i knew which way to go..if only i could make my heart beats slow..if only..if only..
this stressing week keeps me awake all nite..i can’t sleep till 3am. my mind keeps turning round..thinking bout all the things.trying to answer lot of question…but i cant. i dont know which way to go..what should i do????
SHOULD I LET ANYONE lead me to a place????without wanting to be there…
SHOULD I LET GO ALL OF MY DREAMS??????
WHAT IS GOING ON?????
why all of these happen????i know..there will be an answer for me someday, but not now.i cant wait…cant wait..
my heart beats faster..and faster everyday.my hands..my fingers..sweats more and more.God…what is this feeling???i cant pretend that i’m not tired with all of these.huhuhuhuhuhuhu…
I want to go there..to the blue sky..feel free..spread my wings..learn to FLY!FLY!FLY..please help me..let me be me..let me be myself..let me do all i wanna do.please stop telling me what to do… let me fall down so deeply, then i can feel..the SKY!!the beauty of it…
what should i do..to make all my dreams come true??to make everything to be just i want it to be??please let my try till the end..till i fall down and i cant wake anymore..give me a chance to try…
wanna get through all of this situation as soon as possible..
