dania 2 dania

ALHAMDULILLAH….

berulang kali kata ini dania ulang dalam hati,maupun dania ucapin.hari ini masa ‘gantung’ tlah usai!!!yiiippppiiii….ups!!alhamdulillah..(kata paling tepat)

rasa lega..lega..dan lega..muncul hari ini.sbuah ketidak pastian terbesar udah terjawab hari ini. smpet ada rasa ga percaya,tapi smua itu..dania apus!!ganti jadi rasa bersyukur.

jawaban pertanyaan2 dania kmaren dah ada hari ini, tapi muncul banyak pertanyaan baru..bwat dania jawab di waktu mndatang.

rencana cantik Allah apa lagi yg ada bwt dania nanti??

apa rencana ini mulus, atau terjal berbatu berbuah manis???

hambatan apa yg bisa jadi bumerang bwt dania sndiri?

hueee…banyak pertanyaannya.dania coba jawab satu2..sambil ngjalanin smuanya

I WANNA CREATE MY OWN FUTURE.. LIVE IN IT..HAPPY WITH IT!

iihhh..ko tiba2 inget tu orang??!!!duh,dan….dy mah dah kmanna,kalleee….clueless

akhir2 ini,bayangan Dia nongol mulu di kepala.freak bgt deyh…mulai dari cara Dia manggil dania, cara ktawa,gaya becanda..dududuh..banyak!!!

ini kangen,bukan ya??apa…ini tanda Dia lagi inget dania??haha..ngarep!abisan,dulu somebody said..klo qta tiba2 inget ma seseorang, detik itu juga sebenarnya orang itu lagi inget ma qta.iya gituh???!!!!hahahaha…ga mo GR!!

sdang mnikmati rasanya..ntar juga ilang.hihihihi..

dont know how to show you how i feel

down so deeply, dark, dont know where to go

if only i can pass this time

i wont waste my time..i will thank You for helping me out of this

oh…i wish i could make the time run faster..and faster

I wish i could dissapear from here just for a while

go anywhere but here

even when i’m with all my friends, it keeps stressing me out

i just dont know the right way to make myself feels better

What should I do?What can I do?Would you help me?

then…what would happen??

if only i just knew what would happen next..if only i knew which way to go..if only i could make my heart beats slow..if only..if only..

this stressing week keeps me awake all nite..i can’t sleep till 3am. my mind keeps turning round..thinking bout all the things.trying to answer lot of question…but i cant. i dont know which way to go..what should i do????

SHOULD I LET ANYONE lead me to a place????without wanting to be there…

SHOULD I LET GO ALL OF MY DREAMS??????

WHAT IS GOING ON?????

why all of these happen????i know..there will be an answer for me someday, but not now.i cant wait…cant wait..

my heart beats faster..and faster everyday.my hands..my fingers..sweats more and more.God…what is this feeling???i cant pretend that i’m not tired with all of these.huhuhuhuhuhuhu…

I want to go there..to the blue sky..feel free..spread my wings..learn to FLY!FLY!FLY..please help me..let me be me..let me be myself..let me do all i wanna do.please stop telling me what to do… let me fall down so deeply, then i can feel..the SKY!!the beauty of it…

what should i do..to make all my dreams come true??to make everything to be just i want it to be??please let my try till the end..till i fall down and i cant wake anymore..give me a chance to try…

wanna get through all of this situation as soon as possible..