dania 2 dania

i’ve been through so many days since he went away. till now, i’m just tryin to make myself stronger and stronger. come on, gurl… u know u can get through all of these…
but, the most important thing now is WHAT i’m thinkin, not WHO i’m thinkin of…just can’t explain it to anyone. if there’s someone who knows ’bout what i’m thinkin…it would be HIM. no…i dont hav enough chance to tell him bout what i’m thinkin.just wana wait for him, until he come back to me…
dunno why….i feell that myself’ve been haunted by guilty feelings…confuse…doubt…afraid of facing the future.
i keep thinkin n asking, what will happen then?is it good…or bad?but my heart says that somthin bad is waitin for me….that can make me feel suffer n pain.

just dunno what to do…just keep hoping i’ll find the answer tomorrow…or…2 days more….or…dunno

alah…alah….iseng pngen tau, ng blog tu kaya begimana….ya…gni deh.mulai…iseng aja ini mah. da,…ga gtu tipe nulis2 gni. ya,,..klo rame mah ya trus…klo ngga mah,…liat ntar.hehe….
thanx for reading my post